Gone

This describes so much of my life right now.

Top 10 (In no particular order) Gone Things:

1.  My two oldest boys as they "live" and "love" in Colorado.
2.  The race I've trained for since November is over and done with.
3.  The 40 pounds I am to never see again.
4.  Any clothes that actually fit.
5.  My dreams of being "America's Next Top Model".  I think my age did for me on this one.  Hehe.
6.  The ounce of sanity I once had.  I now need to unbusy my life.  I am feeling the effects of going, going, going.
7.  My fear of dying while running a 10k.
8.  The desire to consume large amounts of food.  My appetite is quite tame now.  Amazing.
9.  The awesome cooking skills I used to have when searing a piece of meat.  Now, just average.  Oh well.
10.  The want for the next thing.  I am content where I am.  God is good.