Like a cancer, dormant mostly,
When it flairs up it eats away at me,
I feed it poison and it goes away for now,
Leaving me swollen and bloated and sad.
Although I know the cure,
The answer lies within the Word,
The path is visible and well lit,
I just forgot my shoes and am fearful of stones.
God has promised good to me,
Why do I not trust more easily,
Why do I need reminding of His glory,
Why am I so damned entitled to get the answer?
My ears ring at the sound of a whisper
My heart aches at the thought of future breaks
I am feeding it again and only want to be free
How can I save myself from myself?
Only God knows how
Only God loves as He loves
Only God can do it
Only God.
2 comments:
Wow friend, I am praying for you. I am glad you had a wonderful retreat over the weekend. Those are always good for the soul. I am also glad the experience made you question a lot of things in your life. That is also good for the soul.
I hope you are doing well.
That's an excellent way to describe it.
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